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Forget Publishing: The Freedom in Writing for Yourself

Annie Cosby
July 15, 2024 | 6 min read

Many, if not most, unpublished writers dream of publication. It's what so many of us strive for. For many, it's the reason they write.

But what do you lose when you only write with the goal of publication? What happens when you aren't looking to publish?

Well, lifelong writer Patrick McCafferty says, what happens is freedom.

I first met Patrick McCafferty, who lives and writes in Wichita, Kansas, when he won our Start with Alpha giveaway. Before winning, he says he mostly journaled in Sprinter, our in-browser software for freewriting, and was looking forward to having his own Freewrite.

As I spoke with him, he let something slip that hit me right in the soul:

"I've been writing since my early 20s. Back then, I desperately wanted to be published; I was pretty driven at that time, but I let life get in the way. I'm 70 now and I’m not so compelled to be published, so mostly I write for my own pleasure. I don’t want writing to turn into something that stresses me."

It wasn't said with regret. In fact, Patrick sounded confident and comfortable with his writing life. Even enamored with it.

As a writer who has pretty much always pursued publication, it made me pause and wonder: What was I missing out on by not writing things just for me?

Read on to learn what Patrick had to say about his lifelong love affair with writing and sharing with others.

I'm 70 now and I’m not so compelled to be published, so mostly I write for my own pleasure. I don’t want writing to turn into something that stresses me.

ANNIE COSBY: Let's start at the beginning. When did you first start writing?

PATRICK MCCAFFERTY: My earliest inspiration as a writer was a writing project my brother was working on in grade school. (He’s 3 years older than me.)

It was a fantasy story about a group of his friends traveling to a different planet and having adventures.

All these years later, I remember the visuals in my head like it was yesterday.

AC: That's the mark of a good story! 

PM: Yes. Then, in my early twenties, I started writing short stories. I have written nearly every day since then, except for a few stretches when I have been distracted with something else.

Over the years, I’ve been inconsistent as to what application I use to write, so I don't always keep track of streaks. My Postbox Profile has helped with that.

Mostly, the writing I do now is journaling; I need to manifest the thoughts in my head in physical form to see them and process them.

I wrote a novel during NaNoWriMo a few years ago, and I really enjoyed that. I also love writing very short pieces that come into my head, based on characters or situations. When I write fiction, I’m writing “for” someone — mostly that’s my brother.

But journal writing can be about anything. It unleashes my creativity and can take any form. This is very freeing.

It also allows me to discover some of my own wants and needs. And sometimes the difference between the two. 

Journaling can also help with the dreaded writer’s block. If I'm stuck, I can usually go over to my journal and write something — anything — to help me jump out of a thinking rut.

 

AC: There’s definitely a certain power in writing only for yourself. What do you think people stand to gain when they stop being so fixated on publication?

PM: I think that not caring whether a piece gets published frees me to write what I want instead of what I think someone else wants. It certainly eliminates the pressure of writing “great stuff” that will sell.

I believe there are many people out there who are looking at what is selling and then trying to write something that will latch on to the latest trend. I have nothing against people who make a living doing that, it’s just not my thing.

But one of the things that we lose in writing only for ourselves is that it’s easy to forget that the main purpose of writing is to communicate with others. 

It’s important for me to keep writing as if my words are for someone else to read. Reading a lot can help us know what people like and understand.

AC: We always think of publication, but there are other, very fulfilling ways to share our work, too. You mentioned writing for your brother. Do you share your work in other ways?

PM: When I was younger, a group of friends used to get together and pick a topic and start writing ultra short stories and then we would read them.

It was a little like standing naked in front of these people, but they were all safe and we were kind to each other.

I learned that everyone has their brilliant moments, and everyone has their boring moments, but you just keep writing, letting the creativity flow through you.

AC: That's such a good way to put it. Letting someone read your work does feel that way. How do you decide what to write about?

PM: I like to take a topic and spend 40 minutes writing whatever the topic inspires. I love the process of letting my creativity flow.

Book titles are an excellent source of topics. I like to collect titles in the fiction section in a bookstore or library. I know I could go online and get a million different titles all at once, but I like to spontaneously find a title and let it speak to me. It’s better that I don’t know anything about the book. I collect titles I’ve found and when I’m looking for a topic I choose one at random.

I personally have a spreadsheet with titles that I’ve liked. Paintings, drawings, and other artwork are great sources of inspiration for writing, as well as the titles of the paintings themselves.

If I don’t quite get a story bubbling up inside me when I’ve chosen a topic, I can add a character. I use family, friends, and acquaintances whose personalities I know for that. Using their name while I write helps me keep their personality in mind and how they would react in a particular situation. Of course, I change the name if I ever let anyone read it!

Maybe I'm addicted to that flow of writing that allows me to just dip into characters' lives in my imagination.

Maybe I'm addicted to that flow of writing that allows me to just dip into characters' lives in my imagination.

AC: You often use our app, Sprinter, to write, correct?

PM: Yes, I enjoy using Sprinter because it forces me to get out the words as best I can, and then I can edit them later. (Except with journal writing, I don't edit them later.)

I usually write directly in my journal with a header with the topic name, and then another header to indicate the end, so that in my editor, which is sometimes Google Docs, Dabble Writer, or Drafts, I can easily find those topics. I can pluck them out, put them in their own project, and work on them further.

But I'm looking forward to receiving my first Freewrite device soon. I used an AlphaSmart device in the past, but have found them to be unreliable. Thanks to the giveaway, I've ordered Smart Typewriter and Alpha. 

AC: Do you think that people need to write things that will never see the light of day?

PM: I think I need to write my thoughts. It might be too painful or embarrassing to admit something to another person, but writing about it can be very cathartic.

We, as humans, need to express ourselves creatively, whether that’s through various types of art, or through our work, whatever that is. For a lot of people it’s telling stories.

There are an infinite number of stories to tell, just as there are an infinite number of ways to teach other people how to do things, and ways to make music. It brings us joy.

I think we need that.

AC: I think so, too. Thanks for chatting with us about your writing life, Patrick. I hope people find inspiration and motivation in your words like I have.

Check out Patrick's writing stats on Postbox.

December 30, 2025 3 min read

It’s Freewrite’s favorite time of year. When dictionaries around the world examine language use of the previous year and select a “Word of the Year.”

Of course, there are many different dictionaries in use in the English language, and they all have different ideas about what word was the most influential or saw the most growth in the previous year. They individually review new slang and culturally relevant vocabulary, examine spikes or dips in usage, and pour over internet trend data.

Let’s see what some of the biggest dictionaries decided for 2025. And read to the end for a chance to submit your own Word of the Year — and win a Freewrite gift card.

[SUBMIT YOUR WORD OF THE YEAR]


Merriam-Webster: "slop"

Merriam-Webster chose "slop" as its Word of the Year for 2025 to describe "all that stuff dumped on our screens, captured in just four letters."

The dictionary lists "absurd videos, off-kilter advertising images, cheesy propaganda, fake news that looks pretty real, junky AI-written books, 'workslop' reports that waste coworkers’ time … and lots of talking cats" as examples of slop.

The original sense of the word "slop" from the 1700s was “soft mud” and eventually evolved to mean "food waste" and "rubbish." 2025 linked the term to AI, and the rest is history.

Honorable mentions: conclave, gerrymander, touch grass, performative, tariff, 67.

Dictionary.com: "67"

The team at Dictionary.com likes to pick a word that serves as “a linguistic time capsule, reflecting social trends and global events that defined the year.”

For 2025, they decided that “word” was actually a number. Or two numbers, to be exact.

If you’re an old, like me, and don’t know many school-age children, you may not have heard “67” in use. (Note that this is not “sixty-seven,” but “six, seven.”)

Dictionary.com claims the origin of “67” is a song called “Doot Doot (6 7)” by Skrilla, quickly made infamous by viral TikTok videos, most notably featuring a child who will for the rest of his life be known as the “6-7 Kid.” But according to my nine-year-old cousin, the origins of something so mystical can’t ever truly be known.

(My third grade expert also demonstrated the accompanying signature hand gesture, where you place both hands palms up and alternately move up and down.)

And if you happen to find yourself in a fourth-grade classroom, watch your mouth, because there’s a good chance this term has been banned for the teacher’s sanity.

Annoyed yet? Don’t be. As Dictionary.com points out, 6-7 is a rather delightful example at how fast language can develop as a new generation joins the conversation.

Dictionary.com honorable mentions: agentic, aura farming, broligarchy, clanker, Gen Z stare, kiss cam, overtourism, tariff, tradwife.

Oxford Dictionary: "rage bait"

With input from more than 30,000 users and expert analysis, Oxford Dictionary chose "rage bait" for their word of the year.

Specifically, the dictionary pointed to 2025’s news cycle, online manipulation tactics, and growing awareness of where we spend our time and attention online.

While closely paralleling its etymological cousin "clickbait," rage bait more specifically denotes content that evokes anger, discord, or polarization.

Oxford's experts report that use of the term has tripled in the last 12 months.

Oxford Dictionary's honorable mentions:aura farming, biohack.

Cambridge Dictionary: "parasocial"

The Cambridge Dictionary examined a sustained trend of increased searches to choose "parasocial" as its Word of the Year.

Believe it or not, this term was coined by sociologists in 1956, combining “social” with the Greek-derived prefix para-, which in this case means “similar to or parallel to, but separate from.”

But interest in and use of the term exploded this year, finally moving from a mainly academic context to the mainstream.

Cambridge Dictionary's honorable mentions: slop, delulu, skibidi, tradwife

Freewrite: TBD

This year, the Freewrite Fam is picking our own Word of the Year.

Click below to submit what you think the Word of 2025 should be, and we'll pick one submission to receive a Freewrite gift card.

[SUBMIT HERE] 

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December 18, 2025 7 min read

What can Jane Austen's personal letters teach writers of today?

December 10, 2025 6 min read

Singer-songwriter Abner James finds his creativity in the quiet freedom of analog tools. Learn how his creative process transcends different media.

Abner James went to school for film directing. But the success of the band he and his brother formed together, Eighty Ninety, knocked him onto a different trajectory.

The band has accrued more than 40 million streams since the release of their debut EP “Elizabeth," and their work was even co-signed by Taylor Swift when the singer added Eighty Ninety to her playlist "Songs Taylor Loves.”

Now, Abner is returning to long-form writing in addition to songwriting, and with a change in media comes an examination of the creative process. We sat down to chat about what's the same — and what's different. 

ANNIE COSBY: Tell us about your songwriting process.

ABNER JAMES: The way I tend to write my songs is hunched over a guitar and just seeing what comes. Sounds become words become shapes. It's a very physical process that is really about turning my brain off.

And one of the things that occurred to me when I was traveling, actually, was that I would love to be able to do that but from a writing perspective. What would happen if I sat down and approached writing in the same way that I approached music? In a more intuitive and free-form kind of way? What would that dig up?

AC: That's basically the ethos of Freewrite.

AJ: Yes. We had just put out a record, and I was thinking about how to get into writing for the next one. It occurred to me that regardless of how I started, I always finished on a screen. And I wondered: what's the acoustic guitar version of writing?

Where there's not blue light hitting me in the face. Even if I'm using my Notes app, it's the same thing. It really gets me into a different mindset.

 "I wondered: what's the acoustic guitar version of writing?"

I grew up playing piano. That was my first instrument. And I found an old typewriter at a thrift store, and I love it. It actually reminded me a lot of playing piano, the kind of physical, the feeling of it. And it was really fun, but pretty impractical, especially because I travel a fair amount.

And so I wondered, is there such a thing as a digital typewriter? And I googled it, and I found Freewrite.

AC: What about Freewrite helps you write?

AJ:I think, pragmatically, just the E Ink screen is a huge deal, because it doesn't exhaust me in the same way. And the idea of having a tool specifically set aside for the process is appealing in an aesthetic way but also a mental-emotional way. When it comes out, it's kind of like ... It's like having an office you work out of. It's just for that.

"The way I tend to write my songs is hunched over a guitar and just seeing what comes. Sounds become words become shapes. It's a very physical process that is really about turning my brain off."

And all of the pragmatic limitations — like you're not getting texts on it, and you're not doing all that stuff on the internet — that's really helpful, too. But just having the mindset....

When I pick up a guitar, or I sit down at the piano, it very much puts me into that space. Having a tool just for words does the same thing. I find that to be really cool and inspiring.

"When I pick up a guitar, or I sit down at the piano, it very much puts me into that space. Having a tool just for words does the same thing."

AC: So mentally it gets you ready for writing.

AJ: Yeah, and also, when you write a Microsoft Word, it looks so finished that it's hard to keep going. If every time I strummed a chord, I was hearing it back, mixed and mastered and produced...?

It's hard to stay in that space when I'm seeing it fully written out and formatted in, like, Times New Roman, looking all seriously back at me.

AC: I get that. I have terrible instincts to edit stuff over and over again and never finish a story.

AJ:  Also, the way you just open it and it's ready to go. So you don't have the stages of the computer turning on, that kind of puts this pressure, this tension on.

It's working at the edges in all these different ways that on their own could feel a little bit like it's not really necessary. All these amorphous things where you could look at it and be like, well, I don't really need any of those. But they add up to a critical mass that actually is significant.

And sometimes, if I want to bring it on a plane, I've found it's replaced reading for me. Rather than pick up a book or bring a book on the plane, I bring Traveler and just kind of hang out in that space and see if anything comes up.

I've found that it's kind of like writing songs on a different instrument, you get different styles of music that you wouldn't have otherwise. I've found that writing from words towards music, I get different kinds of songs than I have in the past, which has been interesting.

In that way, like sitting at a piano, you just write differently than you do on a guitar, or even a bass, because of the things those instruments tend to encourage or that they can do.

It feels almost like a little synthesizer, a different kind of instrument that has unlocked a different kind of approach for me.

"I've found that it's kind of like writing songs on a different instrument, you get different styles of music that you wouldn't have otherwise... [Traveler] feels almost like a little synthesizer, a different kind of instrument that has unlocked a different kind of approach for me."

AC: As someone who doesn't know the first thing about writing music, that's fascinating. It's all magic to me.

AJ: Yeah.

AC: What else are you interested in writing?

AJ: I went to school for film directing. That was kind of what I thought I was going to do. And then my brother and I started the band and that kind of happened first and knocked me onto a different track for a little while after college.

Growing up, though, writing was my way into everything. In directing, I wanted to be in control of the thing that I wrote. And in music, it was the same — the songwriting really feels like it came from that same place. And then the idea of writing longer form, like fiction, almost feels just like the next step from song to EP to album to novel.

For whatever reason, that started feeling like a challenge that would be deeply related to the kinds of work that we do in the studio.

AC: Do you have any advice for aspiring songwriters?

AJ: This sounds like a cliche, but it's totally true: whatever success that I've had as a songwriter — judge that for yourself — but whatever success I have had, has been directly proportional to just writing the song that I wanted to hear.

What I mean by that is, even if you're being coldly, cynically, late-stage capitalist about it, it's by far the most success I've had. The good news is that you don't have to choose. And in fact, when you start making those little compromises, or even begin to inch in that direction, it just doesn't work. So you can forget about it.

Just make music you want to hear. And that will be the music that resonates with most people.

I think there's a temptation to have an imaginary focus group in your head of like 500 people. But the problem is all those people are fake. They're not real. None of those people are actually real people. You're a focus group of one, you're one real person. There are more real people in that focus group than in the imaginary one.

And I just don't think that we're that different, in the end. So that would be my advice.

AC: That seems like generally great creative advice. Because fiction writers talk about that too, right? Do you write to market or do you write the book you want to read. Same thing. And that imaginary focus group has been debilitating for me. I have to silence that focus group before I can write.

AJ: Absolutely.

"I think there's a temptation to have an imaginary focus group in your head of like 500 people. But the problem is all those people are fake... You're a focus group of one, you're one real person. There are more real people in that focus group than in the imaginary one."

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Learn more about Abner James, his brother, and their band, Eighty Ninety, on Instagram.